Its Monday!

Monday, except no SCHOOL :)

This makes me so happy, I was able to wake up at 9. It felt so good. I did have some pretty weird dreams though, I woke up crying for one of them. I guess they were lucid dreams, except it just sucked I couldnt change or tell myself to wake up. Oh, well. Maybe next time.

Yesterday I felt extremely disgusting about my weight after all, it is the holidays and that is usually when I gain tons of weight. So my solution is to stay busy. Today I am doing laundry and cleaning  small room. The rest of the week and break will be focused on moving in to my new room. I am so excited, after all it is like 30 times bigger :)

I need to check what color I want to paint it, I was thinking purple and pink but my dad probably would not be too excited about that, so maybe just purple, maybe just pink, I was even thinking yellow. I dont know, it has to be amazing... Like extraordinary. I am also going to ask the pastor to let me use the old overhead projector so I can make the design of the music heart on one of me walls... And the eventually I would have a tiny stage in front of that.. :)

Sounds good.
I am getting offline in 13 minutes so that I an do all my laundry and stuff.
Hope I have fun at Cadi's today <3

I did not go to school

It is the last week before Christmas break, and I was simply too tired to go today. I woke up feeling sick, so I kept sleeping. Now I feel a little better, but not 100 percent great. On another note, my cousin tweeted today and said she felt fat, so she was starting her diet... Made me remember I was supposed to start my diet... I lost about 12 pounds since May and stuff but I need to continue losing. I want to be at 130, I think thats pretty healthy for my height. So in reality all I have to lose is 23 pounds. Its easy, compared to the 35 I lost from sophomore year.

I think I am going to try the method she used though, since these are the last pounds to shed, I need a little help. AND Since I am 18 I can use it. I am going to keep eating healthy, luckily I never stopped, and I just need to add extra workouts. My arms are way too flabby, I miss my old toned arms.

Right now, I feel very sore and the cold is killing me. Great to live in Chicago....

Anyway I need breakfast and some energy on the side :p

Quote of the day

"If a composer could say what he had to say in words he would not bother trying to say it in music."

-Gustav Mahler